So due to my condition, you see it affect a lot of the discussions and decisions in my life even if its not intended or necessary, mainly because that is how everyone that knows reacts to me.
I am Outlier both by my condition but also by my IQ and EQ when I am at base level to below a hypomania peak. Couple this with multiple talents, drive to be active and the inability to say know you see how I natural progress in to a full-blown mania (brain needs to speed up and answer bang bang bang)
Now as much as we though IQ is static , however your level of intuitiveness and understanding various slightly throughout life and drastically with proper coaching or trauma. Our EQ on the other hand is highly volatile; in general every outburst whether justified or not, whether it led to the desired result or not etc. are signs of a drop in EQ.
This is because across the spectrum of EQ reactions only one of them will be divine. And it is this action that is 100% percentile. Some people may argue that forgiveness and inaction is the way to this elusive target but if the problem has not been resolved (individual still agressive or a punk) then you have not express 100%.
The good think about all this is the brain plasticity and once you are aware of something you can change it (half the battle is identifying the problem is no joke…we are talking of root cause and its mired of branch offs.
The secret is that one activity followed with utmost consistency can make the other activities possible: Sleep
I am not saying you should not pray or meditate,I am saying see sleep as prayer and meditation. Break the barrier of your thinking:
I read a light novel or web novel as they are called titled Child of Light and what fascinated me was the beauty that came out when his laziness meet reality. He was a through hero not just because of his power as a light mage, but his ability to see and recognise the truth and the real threat.
No human is any other’s real threat. We may persecute and marginalise the outliers out of fear or because we are the majority but the few people who have learnt to embrace it are prevue to a more exciting world of possibility.
Fundamentally, all change, all idols, all knowledge and all truths we celebrate were made by those outliers, and only difference between you and them is that they have touched some part of their divinity through faith and use it with a passion.
You already know who was the number one outlier: